Wednesday, February 8, 2012' ♥ 雪0 pink teddy i'm back. sigh it's actually i am bored and i'm not really in the mood pfft, only blog i can complain to >.< no choice, i am going back to Melbourne soon i will feel depressed =( anyhow, these 3 months make me feel happy and warmth <3 i love the friend's accompany and family love =) will blog soon, I HOPE =) chiao |
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Friday, November 11, 2011' ♥ 雪0 pink teddy  FINALS ENDED! year 2 just ended like that :D so happy! i'm coming back , malaysia! <3 miss me? lol |
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Tuesday, October 18, 2011' ♥ 雪0 pink teddy will be updating short updates more often on shiman-ng.tumblr.com :) hopefully will be back here for long long post :D |
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Wednesday, September 14, 2011' ♥ 雪0 pink teddy halo bloggie~! i'm still alive :) i'm back again for short update. in a blink of an eye, it's already week 8! :)i'm so happy. i can't wait to finish this sem and finals to go back MALAYSIA! slowly getting used to the place here been lazy and lazier actually. HAHA~! why am i still blogging at this hour? because this stupid pig woke me up at 3AM JUST TO ASK ME PLAY NFS WITH HIM~!! omg == how could he? lol only i'm the stupid person would reply his call and wake up just to entertain him. lol what to do. haha plus i have to re-download again FML ~! every time when i need to play, i have to re-download again cis :( but it's okay. testing my patience. lol mean while, i have exam this friday, next monday and assignment due next FRIDAY! after that, I'M HAVING SEM BREAK. THE DESTINATION TO ENJOY MY BREAK WOULD BE ADELAIDE :) can't wait to spend time with Wee Ni and Li Fan :) bad news is when Wee Ni arrive Melbourne, i have to see some bitches faces ! =X i hate to say but i seriously DAMN SHIT DONT WANT TO SEE THEM AT ALL sigh, no choice =.= as long as wee ni is happy :) tehee anyway, i have nothing else to update, i just cant blog well anymore sorry, bloggie :( till then sign off |
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Thursday, August 11, 2011' ♥ 雪0 pink teddy it's the 3rd week of this semester! :) having 10 more weeks and then finals and I'll be back in Malaysia :D people often ask me how's Melbourne? Melbourne is fine, it's just that I miss everything back in Malaysia. the family, the awesome friends and the life there. what you can do in melbourne is just that visiting place you've never been. other than that, it's just study. the place here is so lifeless =.= maybe I don't have friends over here yet. if that's so, yeah, probably next year will be more fun since some friends from Malaysia will be coming over :) tehee. having small assessment tests next week. been busy the whole week. yea, and assignments are coming in as well. time to finish up everything before I'm heading to Perth for holiday in 3 weeks time with family and it's company trip! yay :D I get to see my family again after a month plus! :D happy! dad and mom might come to Melbourne on the sept during my semester break, Mayer with the elder bro :D yippie! I've not see my elder bro for a year? haha. gosh, I miss everyone now! lol. anyway, it's a short post to make my blog a lil lively even thought there is no visitor! I still love my blog and would come back read again :) |
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Monday, July 11, 2011' ♥ 雪0 pink teddy Hello hello, I'M BACK~ yes, im too free to update my blog now currently in Melbourne first day itself super tired already sigh, i still miss malaysia =( firstly, i dislike my room. its way too small but oh well i had to get used to it somehow, atleast for few months? people here are super friendly and the best thing is, you get to see handsome guys EVERYWHERE! lol, and went to Williamstones today =D visited the beach.. super clear and COLD~ hehe.. open myself a bank account~ AND GONNA GET MYSELF IPHONE 4 soon =) yay.. it comes with the package ok, i didnt intend / purposely wanted to buy a new one. anyhow.. it's freaking cold here, im going off.. waiting for my beloved mom and dad to on skype~ LOL~! AND IM QUITE SATISFIED WITH RESULTS! yay =) thats for now see you guys soon =) |
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Wednesday, June 15, 2011' ♥ 雪0 pink teddy 5 more days till the last paper and there goes my third sem AND 25 more days in Malaysia =( i'm so gonna miss them all |
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Thursday, May 12, 2011' ♥ 雪0 pink teddy 爱情是一件很烦恼的事。 如果你们都喜欢对方，那就完美。 可是都会遇到很伤脑精的事 比如说，朋友都会说我们有了另一半的时，都忘了朋友 这就说我们的朋友会开始离开我们 第二，因为有了另一半，我们都会吃醋他/她和女/男生朋友的关系。 第三，因为有了另一半，我们和朋友或家人的时间变得越来越少。 就因为这样，男女朋友就会开始吵架，就开始对双方冷淡，就会分手。 如果是这样，为什么还要开始呢？ 还没开始的时候，是不是应该想想看？ |
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Wednesday, May 4, 2011' ♥ 雪0 pink teddy 再多的回忆也只是回忆，回不到当时。 错过了，就回不到当时。 当时还没遇见你的我，时多么的开心， 自由自在。 过着快乐的生活，有家人，有朋友。 可是，你一出现，我的生活就开始变了。 是，你有给我快乐，也爱过我，可是，那代价很大。 因为你，我失去了爱我的家人，疼我的朋友。 是因为你说能给我幸福，我就答应今生今世和你在一起。 谁会知道你答应我的事都做不到？ 可能因为我不是你想要的女生吧，所以你才放弃我吗？ 我真笨。因为你的一句话，我就无条件的和你在一起。 |
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' ♥ 雪0 pink teddy sometimes you would ask yourself that is it worth it? after all you've done, you think it's worth it? every single time someone did something that's wrong and you're being blame for it, is it worth it? you're not going to do something about it? just being normal sit down there and let them accuse you? Yes, that's the question I've been asking myself all these while. no one is here to teach and guide you to the right way BECAUSE no one clearly understand what is right and what is wrong. what you can do is just sit down there and keep asking or repeating the same damn question. it is clueless. You are given a choice to do something but the question is, is it right for you to do so? Let's start it with first choice. Deep inside you know that you are gonna be hated for what you did. People gonna look at you differently. They are going to think why are you doing this and that, is it even your business? or they are going to think you're such a bitch and so on. Then, sooner or later, every friend that is close to you will slowly avoid you, ditch you or even ignore you. You can be so damn freaking close to a person but in order to do the right thing, you have to sacrifice that friendship. Not only that particular person but with the whole circle of friends. Then, there will be a line draw between you and your close friends. That's the price you are going to pay. what about second choice? it's just sit back and do nothing about it. you could be scolded for nothing cause you think that you are right but because you don't want to hurt them, you end up shutting your mouth. then, they will use this chance to even bully you more. what you can do is just, complain about it to your close friends. in the end, your close friends will be mad at you for your stupidity for not standing up for yourself. sometimes you will think that when you keep quiet about it, no one will know, no one will notice and you will be suffering alone but at least no one will be mad or cursing or be hurt because of that particular matter. it's not that i want to be an angel to take all the blame to myself but i think that it's better to keep it low so that no one will be hurt by it. why will some people just being so childish over some small matter and tell it to the whole world? to get attention? sigh. |
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