Saturday, August 21, 2010' ♥ 雪

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Lee Ling, you had left us all on July 13 2009. It's one year past. Today is you special day. I was so stubborn. Know what I did? I set an alarm at 12am to remind me to wish you "Happy Birthday". I was asleep. And there goes the alarm rang =) I was so happy, I search for your number in my phone. I found, I messaged you. I was hoping for a reply from you but I waited and I fell asleep. The next morning, I checked my phone to see whether did you reply or not, but I forgotten, I really forgot that you left us. I cried, yes I did. We go through this one whole year without you by our side. We felt lonely, really lonely. Our group didn't go out that often anymore, when we were talking and chit chatting, there is always one of us who remind us all about you. When we were talking about you, we couldn't hold our tears. We really miss you. We really hope you are here with us. You know, Lee Ling, when you are not around, I couldn't find anyone to talk. Not even one. I really miss you. Miss the way you laugh at me when I told you who I like and I was so shy =) miss the way you comfort me, miss the way you hug me when I cry, miss the way you tell me, " Shi Man! you can always find me when you have any problem, we are best friends" and you smiled all the time. This one whole year, I was finding a friend who can replace you, but I can't even find any. I've go through the rough road, a tough one that you couldn't imagine. Sometimes, when I'm really down, I could only search for your name in my phone contact because I know you are only the one who is there for me the whole time even though I called you in the middle of night. Lee Ling, I really miss you. Hope you are fine in another world =)

Much love,
Shi Man