Chermane a.k.a Mun
eighteen in the year 2009
6th August
mun_060891@hotmail.com
I'm laugh when I'm happy
I cry when I'm depressed
I shout when I am stress
I'm lame when I'm with friends
I love my family & friends
I enjoy my life to the fullest
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sometimes you would ask yourself that is it worth it? after all you've done, you think it's worth it? every single time someone did something that's wrong and you're being blame for it, is it worth it? you're not going to do something about it? just being normal sit down there and let them accuse you? Yes, that's the question I've been asking myself all these while. no one is here to teach and guide you to the right way BECAUSE no one clearly understand what is right and what is wrong. what you can do is just sit down there and keep asking or repeating the same damn question. it is clueless. You are given a choice to do something but the question is, is it right for you to do so?
Let's start it with first choice. Deep inside you know that you are gonna be hated for what you did. People gonna look at you differently. They are going to think why are you doing this and that, is it even your business? or they are going to think you're such a bitch and so on. Then, sooner or later, every friend that is close to you will slowly avoid you, ditch you or even ignore you. You can be so damn freaking close to a person but in order to do the right thing, you have to sacrifice that friendship. Not only that particular person but with the whole circle of friends. Then, there will be a line draw between you and your close friends. That's the price you are going to pay.
what about second choice? it's just sit back and do nothing about it. you could be scolded for nothing cause you think that you are right but because you don't want to hurt them, you end up shutting your mouth. then, they will use this chance to even bully you more. what you can do is just, complain about it to your close friends. in the end, your close friends will be mad at you for your stupidity for not standing up for yourself. sometimes you will think that when you keep quiet about it, no one will know, no one will notice and you will be suffering alone but at least no one will be mad or cursing or be hurt because of that particular matter. it's not that i want to be an angel to take all the blame to myself but i think that it's better to keep it low so that no one will be hurt by it.
why will some people just being so childish over some small matter and tell it to the whole world? to get attention? sigh.