mun's life

2011-11-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

FINALS ENDED! year 2 just ended like that :D so happy! i'm coming back , malaysia! <3 miss me? lol

tehee

2011-10-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

will be updating short updates more often on shiman-ng.tumblr.com :) hopefully will be back here for long long post :D

2011-09-14T01:18:00.002+08:00

halo bloggie~! i'm still alive :)

i'm back again for short update. in a blink of an eye, it's already week 8! :)

i'm so happy. i can't wait to finish this sem and finals to go back MALAYSIA!

slowly getting used to the place here

been lazy and lazier actually. HAHA~!

why am i still blogging at this hour? because this stupid pig woke me up at 3AM JUST TO ASK ME PLAY NFS WITH HIM~!! omg ==

how could he? lol

only i'm the stupid person would reply his call and wake up just to entertain him. lol

what to do. haha

plus i have to re-download again

FML ~! every time when i need to play, i have to re-download again

cis :(

but it's okay. testing my patience. lol

mean while, i have exam this friday, next monday and assignment due next FRIDAY!

after that, I'M HAVING SEM BREAK.

THE DESTINATION TO ENJOY MY BREAK WOULD BE ADELAIDE :)

can't wait to spend time with Wee Ni and Li Fan :)

bad news is when Wee Ni arrive Melbourne, i have to see some bitches faces ! =X

i hate to say but i seriously DAMN SHIT DONT WANT TO SEE THEM AT ALL

sigh, no choice =.=

as long as wee ni is happy :)

tehee

anyway, i have nothing else to update, i just cant blog well anymore

sorry, bloggie :(

till then

sign off

week 3 of this semester

2011-08-11T19:11:00.000+08:00

it's the 3rd week of this semester! :) having 10 more weeks and then finals and I'll be back in Malaysia :D people often ask me how's Melbourne? Melbourne is fine, it's just that I miss everything back in Malaysia. the family, the awesome friends and the life there. what you can do in melbourne is just that visiting place you've never been. other than that, it's just study. the place here is so lifeless =.= maybe I don't have friends over here yet. if that's so, yeah, probably next year will be more fun since some friends from Malaysia will be coming over :) tehee. having small assessment tests next week. been busy the whole week. yea, and assignments are coming in as well.
time to finish up everything before I'm heading to Perth for holiday in 3 weeks time with family and it's company trip! yay :D I get to see my family again after a month plus! :D happy! dad and mom might come to Melbourne on the sept during my semester break, Mayer with the elder bro :D yippie! I've not see my elder bro for a year? haha. gosh, I miss everyone now! lol. anyway, it's a short post to make my blog a lil lively even thought there is no visitor! I still love my blog and would come back read again :)

Melbourne Day 1

2011-07-11T16:44:00.003+08:00

Hello hello, I'M BACK~

yes, im too free to update my blog now

currently in Melbourne

first day itself super tired already

sigh, i still miss malaysia =(

firstly, i dislike my room. its way too small but oh well

i had to get used to it somehow, atleast for few months?

people here are super friendly and the best thing is, you get to see handsome guys EVERYWHERE!

lol, and went to Williamstones today =D

visited the beach.. super clear and COLD~

hehe.. open myself a bank account~ AND GONNA GET MYSELF IPHONE 4 soon =)

yay.. it comes with the package ok, i didnt intend / purposely wanted to buy a new one.

anyhow.. it's freaking cold here, im going off.. waiting for my beloved mom and dad to on skype~

LOL~!

AND IM QUITE SATISFIED WITH RESULTS! yay =) thats for now

see you guys soon =)

2011-06-15T14:14:00.001+08:00

5 more days till the last paper and there goes my third sem

AND 25 more days in Malaysia =(

i'm so gonna miss them all

2011-05-12T13:47:00.000+08:00

爱情是一件很烦恼的事。

如果你们都喜欢对方，那就完美。

可是都会遇到很伤脑精的事

比如说，朋友都会说我们有了另一半的时，都忘了朋友

这就说我们的朋友会开始离开我们

第二，因为有了另一半，我们都会吃醋他/她和女/男生朋友的关系。

第三，因为有了另一半，我们和朋友或家人的时间变得越来越少。

就因为这样，男女朋友就会开始吵架，就开始对双方冷淡，就会分手。

如果是这样，为什么还要开始呢？

还没开始的时候，是不是应该想想看？

2011-05-04T12:53:00.002+08:00

再多的回忆也只是回忆，回不到当时。

错过了，就回不到当时。

当时还没遇见你的我，时多么的开心，自由自在。

过着快乐的生活，有家人，有朋友。

可是，你一出现，我的生活就开始变了。

是，你有给我快乐，也爱过我，可是，那代价很大。

因为你，我失去了爱我的家人，疼我的朋友。

是因为你说能给我幸福，我就答应今生今世和你在一起。

谁会知道你答应我的事都做不到？

可能因为我不是你想要的女生吧，所以你才放弃我吗？

我真笨。因为你的一句话，我就无条件的和你在一起。

2011-05-04T12:24:00.003+08:00

sometimes you would ask yourself that is it worth it? after all you've done, you think it's worth it? every single time someone did something that's wrong and you're being blame for it, is it worth it? you're not going to do something about it? just being normal sit down there and let them accuse you? Yes, that's the question I've been asking myself all these while. no one is here to teach and guide you to the right way BECAUSE no one clearly understand what is right and what is wrong. what you can do is just sit down there and keep asking or repeating the same damn question. it is clueless. You are given a choice to do something but the question is, is it right for you to do so?

Let's start it with first choice. Deep inside you know that you are gonna be hated for what you did. People gonna look at you differently. They are going to think why are you doing this and that, is it even your business? or they are going to think you're such a bitch and so on. Then, sooner or later, every friend that is close to you will slowly avoid you, ditch you or even ignore you. You can be so damn freaking close to a person but in order to do the right thing, you have to sacrifice that friendship. Not only that particular person but with the whole circle of friends. Then, there will be a line draw between you and your close friends. That's the price you are going to pay.

what about second choice? it's just sit back and do nothing about it. you could be scolded for nothing cause you think that you are right but because you don't want to hurt them, you end up shutting your mouth. then, they will use this chance to even bully you more. what you can do is just, complain about it to your close friends. in the end, your close friends will be mad at you for your stupidity for not standing up for yourself. sometimes you will think that when you keep quiet about it, no one will know, no one will notice and you will be suffering alone but at least no one will be mad or cursing or be hurt because of that particular matter. it's not that i want to be an angel to take all the blame to myself but i think that it's better to keep it low so that no one will be hurt by it.

why will some people just being so childish over some small matter and tell it to the whole world? to get attention? sigh.

2011-04-26T14:14:00.001+08:00

To the one that holds her heart,

This is going to sound so very cliche, but if you break her heart, I will run you over with my car. Now I’m pretty sure you have no idea who I am, but trust me I know all about you. You see, I have many friends, in many places. And I just wanted to make sure that the one who is dating the girl that I love with all my heart is in good hands. Since you have not received any threats yet, I guess you’re an alright guy.

But here’s a couple tips for you, always text her back, she gets really frustrated if you don’t. Don’t ever hang up on her without saying good-bye first, I’ve done that countless times and she gets really pissed off. She has certain days where she has to watch her shows like Pretty Little Liars and One Tree hill, make sure you don’t plan anything on those days. Surprise her, she likes them. She’s only ticklish in some spots and sometime she isn’t ticklish at all. She’s a fighter haha. And if she’s quoting Taylor Swift, either you’re in really big trouble or you’re making her happy.

And when you hug her, remember that you are hugging the most beautiful girl in the world and that you should always hug her back tighter. If she argues with her, argue back. But give in to her sometimes cause she can be a real bitch when she wants to be. Don’t hurt her, that will be the worst thing that you will ever do.

You have no idea how lucky you are to call her yours. So cherish it. You have the honor of holding her hand. You have the privilege to kiss her when you want. You have the ability to make her happy. She isn’t just another girl, she’s that girl that can make you the happiest person ever if you give her the chance. She’s worth everything. Everything. Take care of her.

Sincerely,

The one who lost her

2011-04-14T01:25:00.002+08:00

假装坚强真的好难。

其实我很想大声的哭去来，可是我又不想在人家面前哭

所以，只能假装的笑去来

笑的时候，没人会知道我在难过

所以，他们不会多问，这样最好。

不用讲真么多。

2011-01-21T23:10:00.001+08:00

2011-01-06T11:47:00.002+08:00

Resolutions for 2011

wish to be a better person

work harder to achieve those dreams

stop trusting people easily

random

2010-12-28T03:45:00.000+08:00

only three days in mulu, Sarawak. I already start missing all my beloved friends in kl. few days without net connection and phone line really makes me go crazy. yes, it's calm and peaceful and no stress there in mulu but without your besties beside you or couldn't connect with them makes you miss them more. today would be the last day in Sarawak. tmr will be flying back to busy city. and going to continue working. sighhhh~ I'm so lazy when come to think about working. lol. why la my holiday so long? swt. till then. blog next time

on holiday

2010-12-25T15:39:00.000+08:00

flying off to Sarawak :)
won't be back till Tuesday :D
keke
merry christmas and happy new year everyone!
have a nice day :D

2010-12-14T18:07:00.001+08:00

hello!

let me update a while =)

im so lazy already xD

its december now

uni life had been awesome. lol

its holiday now

so, i will be working with my dad

pfffttt.. as usual.. boring

ok bb.. update next time =P

2010-10-24T10:22:00.001+08:00

I always have this fear that one day you are going to discover that I'm not as great as you once thought I was

2010-08-21T16:53:00.001+08:00

Lee Ling, you had left us all on July 13 2009. It's one year past. Today is you special day. I was so stubborn. Know what I did? I set an alarm at 12am to remind me to wish you "Happy Birthday". I was asleep. And there goes the alarm rang =) I was so happy, I search for your number in my phone. I found, I messaged you. I was hoping for a reply from you but I waited and I fell asleep. The next morning, I checked my phone to see whether did you reply or not, but I forgotten, I really forgot that you left us. I cried, yes I did. We go through this one whole year without you by our side. We felt lonely, really lonely. Our group didn't go out that often anymore, when we were talking and chit chatting, there is always one of us who remind us all about you. When we were talking about you, we couldn't hold our tears. We really miss you. We really hope you are here with us. You know, Lee Ling, when you are not around, I couldn't find anyone to talk. Not even one. I really miss you. Miss the way you laugh at me when I told you who I like and I was so shy =) miss the way you comfort me, miss the way you hug me when I cry, miss the way you tell me, " Shi Man! you can always find me when you have any problem, we are best friends" and you smiled all the time. This one whole year, I was finding a friend who can replace you, but I can't even find any. I've go through the rough road, a tough one that you couldn't imagine. Sometimes, when I'm really down, I could only search for your name in my phone contact because I know you are only the one who is there for me the whole time even though I called you in the middle of night. Lee Ling, I really miss you. Hope you are fine in another world =)

Much love,
Shi Man

2010-07-29T11:54:00.000+08:00

class started 2 weeks ago
yes, it's 2nd sem now =(
how i wish i got longer holidays
anyway, life goes on.
busy with studies, not going soon til i'm free!
BYE!

2010-06-30T08:06:00.002+08:00

i will disappear now
off from facebook
off from msn
off from my handphone!!! [[i'm seriously gona off my hp, so do not call me or you will waste few cents]]
you really need to contact me?
maybe you could try email-ing me
mun_060891@hotmail.com
maybe i will just check 3 days one time.

officially disappear now!

2010-06-18T17:36:00.002+08:00

Yes, i finally done with my sem 1 finals!

i should feel happy but im not
i dont know why. maybe its because of im still stressing?

2010-05-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

this is what i should do already!
exams coming =(

2010-05-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

the girl loves her bf so much
but the bf doesn't appreciate
DAMN!

2010-05-17T13:53:00.001+08:00

we chase the people who ignore us
and we ignore the people who adore us!

well said!

2010-05-14T19:29:00.002+08:00

The girl left him for another guy who was suppose to give her a better future than this guy. It turned out the other guy just wanted to bang her and then dumped her like a bad habit. Now she comes crawling back to this guy who never stopped loving her and is willing to take her back. The end.

2010-05-14T16:16:00.003+08:00

YES! WOO HOO!
why? because IM FREE FROM ASSIGNMENTS!
Ivy darline, jealous boh? =DDDDD
anyway.. sad thing is.. EXAMS COMING! NEXT MONTH!
shit.. TIME TO BE NERD AGAIN =(
.
.
ANYWAY.. CONGRATS TO MY DEAREST COUSIN, DAWSON LUM!
He is graduating from degree already! 3 yrs time, its not easy dowh =)
&
&
CONGRATS TO MY DEAREST ONE AND ONLY ELDER BROTHER, YC NG!
finally, he graduated =)

2010-05-12T21:43:00.003+08:00

people always say that they have best friends and they are best friend forever
yes, i do agree with it
but do you guys really know the meaning of best friend?
im sure not all of you do
but one thing u all know is that YOUR DEFINITION OF BEST FRIEND IS THAT THEY TREAT YOU GOOD, BEING NICE TO YOU AND NEVER CRITICS YOU NO MATTER WHAT!
is that so? is that what you define best friend as? i know u all do
but for me, it is not like that
Best friends are the one who care about you all the time
Best friends are the one who stay with you when everyone leave
Best friends are the one who comfort you when you are down
Best friends are the one who you can rely on, count on
Best friends are the one who correct you when you are wrong
Best friends are the one who stand up for you when no one do
Best friends are the one who will accept you for who you are
Best friends are the one who will forgive you when you done something wrong
Best friends are the one who truly understand you
Best friends are the one who share your burden
Best friends are the one who pick up your call even if its midnight
Best friends are the one who will critic you even if they know you dont like it because they know what's the best for you
Best friends are the one who will never forget about you even if there is a distance
and most importantly,
Best friends are the one who always by your side when you are going through tough, sad and happy times.

I have a lot of friends, they come and walk off in my life
the sad part is not about they wave and say bye when they are leaving
but is about how the way they leave you
I have few best friends once and we were so damn close once
Suddenly, they will just walk off and choose to leave me
Sometimes i think have i done something wrong, did i make them pissed off?
But i couldnt find the answer or the reason they left me
And i tried asking people around why they leave me
This was the most disappointing part where you know the truth
which is they thought i backstab them
It's really funny when you know you didnt do anything wrong but they already make the decision for trusting other people BUT NOT THEIR OWN BEST FRIEND!
Funny isn't it?
I thought best friends suppose to be honest between each other?
I thought best friends are forever?
Then, i choose to confront them and tell them the truth that i didnt backstab them
And they didn't accept it
So, what can I do? i just move on and make some new friends
Not long ago, after mixing new people, i started to hang out with them more and we became close friends
Then, my EX-Best Friends dont like it and started to put fire
But luckily none of my new friends believe them because they knew that it wasnt the truth
I still remember one of them said "I'm sorry, you said Shi Man did that to you all, right? ok. so what? she is not doing that to me, so please move"
I was shocked because i know normally people would just trust them and avoid me
But none of them did and until now, WE ARE STILL CLOSE FRIENDS
even though we went separated ways =)

Funny isn't it?
You always thought that particular one would be your best friend
ended up you are wrong
and there is just someone who you never think you guys would be close can become very good friends
Isn't that natural?
Sometimes i really felt that i'm pure idiotic when i really gave all my heart to prove to them im true and ended up being dumped
What i get? nothing. nothing at all
Just hurt, just tears, that all i got

Not to mention, i also have friends who friend me according to their mood
its like one day, they are ok with you, they joke with you
but the next day, when they are moody, they will just ask you to get lost
Then, you will tend to avoid them so that you wont annoy them
And they will also just ignore you also
BUT when they need your help, they will be so damn good to you
and when they dont need you and you talked to them, they will give you a stare like "what's your problem?" OR "am i close to you?"
Yes, i feel angry for that but i did not show my anger
i am still being nice to you and doing things for you whenever i can
You may think "why are you so stupid? still doing the things for that basket!"
I will answer you, yes, i am stupid. But i still treat them as my friend
You have meet him/her as you friend is a fate
So, treasure them no matter how bad they treat you
You know you didnt do anything wrong to them, so, just be friends =)

What i can conclude here is that friendship is SO SO SO SO SO FRAGILE!
Its like is so easily to be break off and will never attach back again
Some people said when they recall back about their broken friendships, they think they wasted so much of time investing in it and yet, there is no return
BUT there is still good memories where you can always remember
I think its well said
No matter what leave everything behind but keep with you the good memories

Some people ask me many times for the same question
Do you really have best friends that you can really really trust and rely on?
Before entering college last year, i would say no. But after entering college for MUFY, mixing with the collegemates, having a new start and gaining good friends there, I WOULD SAY YES. There is 3 of them! Maybe because they never looked down on me, they supported me the whole time, being by my side when i go through the tough and hard roads, always comfort and advice me. I never thought I will be so lucky to met them. They gave me support, encouragement and strength. The one who only cares other than my family members.
And of course i had some close & good friends who cares about me
I really treasure each and everyone of you

To the people who hate me from the start before knowing me and spread rumors about me, i'm sorry that i have face problem BUT DONT JUDGE ME IF YOU DONT KNOW ME!

people out there, if you have any comment on MY THIS PARTICULAR POST, feel free to drop a comment. i know when i post this up, someone will get some negative view through this post. but if you didnt do anything wrong to me, why take it negatively right? it's just my thought. no offense!

2010-05-10T19:47:00.003+08:00

i always tell myself not to care about what people think of me
but sometimes their words are too harsh and mean that it pierces through my heart
eventually, it hurts me so badly
yea, i laugh along when they are laughing and making jokes about me
but deep down inside, i hated it

but i manage to pull it through until today
i really dont know where i got all those strength of tolerance
tolerate tolerate AND TOLERATE
until i can forget things so easily that i even let people take me for granted, to be used
and i realized im so stupid all these while

all these while, people seems to say things that hurt me, discourage me
and all these pushes down my level of confidence
that i feel like im just a piece of shit
i already have low self esteem because of my physical look
and being said until like that.. i dont know what am i
but i always reminded myself that they are not much better than i am
so why bother? we all HUMAN ARE NOT PERFECT!
and if you people realise something, we are all just the same!

we love, we smile, we laugh, we cry, we hate
we go through emotions, the good one and the bad one
we have family members, friends and things that bring us through every single day
some may be less fortunate, some may be lucky to have whatever they want
and they will never know how lucky they are until they go through how the less fortunates do
sometimes we can be so envy, jealous and selfish at time
but sometimes we can be patient, loving, understanding and caring
and all these are just human nature

no matter how hard we try, we still have our flaws
and people just tend to overlook their own flaws and critisize urs
then, u wonder.. arent they just the same?
why are they judging me?
you can say all the horrible shit things to me, but seriously, how good are u too?

sometimes i really think im such an idiot for letting myself to be affected by what you people say of me
i know i shouldnt be
but really, sometimes i just cant help it

Dont judge other people because you are not perfect either!

2010-04-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

people always expect us to think about them but they never do the same

2010-04-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

she hug me tightly
and whisper into my ear and said "It's ok.Everything is fine"
my tears started to roll down
she wiped it off and said "Every step you go through makes you stronger and mature"
and she said "When you need shoulder to lean on, mine will be here"

thanks, angeline!

reached home.. felt so annoyed and stress
locked myself in the room
want to talk to someone badly
holding my phone.. click contacts..
searching all over.. wanted to call this person..
but scared i disturb.. that person.. scared she/he busy
look at Patrick, the red doggy which i hug everyday
telling him whats my problem everyday
who listen to me without interrupting me
where i felt better after telling him
even though Patrick doesnt speak.. atleast he is here to listen and be there for me everytime

thanks, patrick =)

2010-04-24T00:04:00.002+08:00

have you ever felt so sad
when you see someone else drove YOUR EX-CAR on the highway
speeding like mad and dont care whether they bang anything anot?
YES.. I FELT IT TODAY
full of memories =(
i saw my BABY WIRA ON THE ROAD TODAY!
BHQ 6368! BLACK WIRA..
my goodness.. i felt so happy when i see IT GETS A NEW OWNER
blardy hell.. when i see the driver.. HE was a very very ugly guy
who smokes WHILE DRIVING
and i saw few scratches on my baby =(
omg.. i curse him all the way..
i know i shouldnt do that cause it is not my car anymore
BUT.. WTH.. HE DROVE SO FAST THAT HE CUT HERE AND THERE
freaking dumb guy!!!!
i think my baby wira suffers more when it gets that kind of owner!!
SHIT! I SERIOUSLY WANA BEAT HIM UP WITH MY BASEBALL STICK!
damn it..
and he is freaking babi dude! grrrrr
i dont like him.. i hate him..~!!!

2010-04-20T17:54:00.003+08:00

and im back for a good news
im getting more and more used to uni life =)
im glad that i finally put down everything
the sensitiveness, the jealousy, the un-mature me
are all gone for now
life will be pretty bored if you keep those hateful, sad or emo things in yourself all the time
why dont let it go?
you will feel better =)
angeline said, " mun, i'm happy for you"
ivy said, "good, dont be emo edi. not worth"
leanne said, " u found back urself, lets celebrate"
jack said, " yay, good for you"
all these makes me happy
because i really think i finally found back the true me =D
my soul is back
yay for me =D
really appreciate the people who were there for me
even though how bad temper i am, how annoying i am, how bitchy i am
they are still there for me
they are still being nice to me
they are still not giving me up
holding my hands and helping me all the time
thanks alot people
but really.. i am fine already =)
THANKS ALOT =)

2010-04-20T17:50:00.002+08:00

we need to be strong
in order to succeed in life
keep moving on
keep going on
dont give up easily even though you know things are not going the way you wanted to
life is like that
you can never get something easily without working hard to get it
so, add oil =)

2010-04-15T16:20:00.002+08:00

like everyone said
if its pass, let it go..
no point keeping it in your heart
free yourself from all those burdens
life goes on

2010-04-07T20:54:00.002+08:00

i dont know why
i sooooooo beh song dat fella
fyi, beh song = dun like

everytime i see dat fella.. is sooooo freaking fake
and smiling here and there
in facebook.. keep complain how bad am i
whoa..
u damn chunted lo!
DUN NEED TO ATTEND ACCOUNTING CLASS EDI LA
JUST GO FOR ACTING SKILLS
OPSS.. SORRY AHHH.. i 4got.. u so geng until u dun have to go for acting class
its natural for you to act..
act cute.. innocent.. and so on..
and u will know next yr female lead award, CONFIRM WILL BE URS =)

2010-04-06T07:19:00.004+08:00

my no.3 list =DD
kenneth ma!

my no.2 list!!
kevin cheng! =D
started to like him when he acted as "Koo Yu Jeung" in A Fistful of Stances =DDD
omg.. hehehehe

MY FOREVER NO.1 <33333
LAM FUNG!

2010-03-26T22:41:00.005+08:00

Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest
and it opens up your heart
and it means that someone
can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses,
you build up a whole suit of armor,
so that nothing can hurt you,
then one stupid person,
no different from
any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day,
like kiss you or smile at you,
and then your life
isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you out and
leaves you crying in the darkness,
so simple a phrase like
'maybe we should be just friends'
turns into a glass splinter
working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt,
a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
......................................................................................

The past may hurt,
but you can either run from it...
Or learn from it,
the choice is up to you.

I'm fighting with myself
Trying to get you out of my head
But I'm hanging on
every word you said

You may call it madness
but I call it love

Harsh words hurt feelings.
But silence breaks heart

Everyone's going to hurt you
sooner or later
you just have to decide
who's worth going through the pain

At night I pray that
soon your face will fade away

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love love love..
STUDY LA.. DUMBO!

2010-03-26T18:27:00.002+08:00

im back for an update
heh..
hows life, people?
me? its been a hectic week..
or should i say i pass through 2 really hell weeks?
assignments and exams and online test ==
everything clashes in 2 weeks ==
then.. sat and sun.. got class sumore
sooooooooooooooo smart!
on weekends.. =(
but its okay la.. since i got nothing to do at home also..
but on the brighter side.. sem break hols are on the way =D
cant wait for it.. gona have some good rest.. or maybe catch up with studies?
i dont know..
but i just know.. no more hectic week! =D
i cant believe im still surviving..
but hell yeahh.. i am =D
so strong =P
anyway.. i got no mood to blog now..
see you when im free, bloggie =D

2010-03-20T16:24:00.001+08:00

i seriously dont like my uni life! =(

2010-03-03T08:44:00.001+08:00

so yeah.. im back for a quick update
2 days ago..which is on Monday..
i had lunch with my MUFY mates
i know when i say this.. it would be kinda funny and weird
but yeahh.. i was so damn goodness happy to meet them all back
except when joe yee and wee ni werent there with us
anyway.. i had great time with u guys
i reli love it when we all could gather again..
this would make me feel better
it feels nice and secure when u are guys are around
cause i know.. u guys will never leave me alone or even forget abt me
OMG! i reli cant wait for our next lunch together =DD
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anyway.. back to the VU life..
i find it hard to make friends with people in lecture class
its way easier to make friends in tutorial class cause its a smaller group
and i seriously dont like lecture class..
for Business Law.. i seriously do not und what they mean
and eventhough i read it for few times edi.. i still dun get what it means
yeahh.. im stupid.. so what!
atleast im trying hard to understand and put in some effort
sometimes.. i really do feel alone that i misses my MUFY mates
where they always help me when i dont understand anything..
gahh~!! i always misses them =(
Pa, IM GOING MONASH NEXT YR! I DONT CARE!
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on the other hand, i kinda miss Cheng Hoe
he is off to Taiwan to study..another friend who fly away from Malaysia
we had this dinner farewell with him on last Saturday..
it was really last minute xD
where saturday morning.. i had breakfast with Nad, Adrian Sam, Adrian Tam, Clement, Wei Shien, Xin Yao, Meng Sum and Arief..
well.. its nice to catch up with them again.. =)
and yeahh.. its so out of expectation.. our last min plan jadi! xD
so yeahh.. we had dinner in Flaming Steamboat until 10 something
i cant be later than that cause i had my brother with me
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thats all la to update..
my blogging skill sucks
so what? who ask u to read? =P

2010-02-22T21:33:00.002+08:00

my uni life just started today
FYI, im in Victoria University for Bachelor of Business
NOT IN AUSSIE LARH.. BUT MALAYSIA..! in Sun U =)
1st week itself..
i had my Business Law assignment ==
omg.. eventho she haven start to teach yet.. we have to understand the syllabus and the law thing ourselves
great! ==
and the text books are sold off.. we have to wait again =(
i just have to go to the library again.. to do some research
or maybe borrow it from friend..!
HELLO.. its the 1st week la.. i cant do much things..
i cant borrow books from library yet cause the student cards are not release yet
AND.. the text books are not available yet..
yes.. and i bought a calender.. TO MARK THE DEADLINE FOR MY ASSIGNMENT
TO REMIND MYSELF WHAT TO DO AND SO ON!
u must be thinking.. whoa.. shi man is sooooo well prepare!
BUT I CAN TELL YOU.. NOH! IM NOT!
im so nervous that i scare i couldnt score well.. im trying to push myself study hard
and its uni life.. not college life where u still have some time to play
or even go out every single week
my friend, where he was an ex uni student..
he said " you must prepare for the worst! and you might even cry when you are stress"
SHYT~!! he really scares me =(
but well.. everyone has to go through..
like what one of my lecturer said.. go and make some new friends..
everything will be better when you had good friends around
which reminds me of my MUFY mates =(
i miss them hell lots.. =(
but anyway.. i still have to make some new friends here which im quite lazy to do so..
so let it flows naturally =)
i had enuf of typring craps here.. so.. bye bye!
i need to have a good sleep.. been sleeping late during cny!
so.. i need to charge my battery again =)
so..update when im free =D

2010-02-11T10:14:00.002+08:00

yay~!! CNY is coming.. ON THE WAY =D
which means.. my work will end this friday..
lets see.. for this whole 2 and half months.. what i gain
i gain lots.. i learn to be patience
to deal with all those nagging, scolding and of course my dad's pissed off mood.. xD
hahahaha.. yeahh.. i was pretty mad when he scold me and all without a reason
but i know.. deep inside him.. he doesnt want to scold me at all
just he couldnt control..
nvm.. i forgive him.. cause.. i can see he really stress ler
and plus.. the customers all doesnt wana pay all the debts on time..
and keep on delay which also makes him frustrated
so yeahh.. working with dad is real easy job.. and ppl might think
ohh.. she is just sitting inside office doing nothing cause is her dad's
excuse me.. where are u when im doing my work?
blahhh off lifeless!
i can say.. its real boring.. yet fun.. following dad going here and there..
meeting the customers or the clients =D
other than that.. somehow.. i still hang out with my collegemates =D
i miss them alot.. =D
and wee ni left to aussie already..
im so gona miss her =(
to the brighter side.. IM GONA MEET SOME NEW FRIENDS SOON!
i love making friends.. but sometimes im shy =P
hahahaha.. thank goodness, Kwok is in the same course as me =D
hehehehe.. and he force me to make friends with lenglui and intro to him.. *smack head*
lols, im going back into sunway=D
and gona see Li Fan every single day ^^
like i told u guys before.. she is the 1st friend i make in MUFY~!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
i dont know what am i blogging also..
anyway.. i will blog again when im freeeeeeeee!
yay~!! hahahahaha... im crazyyyyyyyyyy

2010-02-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

ok.. im updating..
life has been pretty messed up for me
great news : im going to start my uni life very soon
which means.. i dont have to stay at home or work nemore
yes!
bad news : i have to study hard..!! and most of my MUFY friends are not in VU with me =( [[anyway, atleast i know kwok hoe is in the same course with me =D]]

cny is around.. been busy lately..
so.. yeahh.. wait til next update =)

2010-01-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

heyy people..
im back.. ok.. fine.. no one reads my blog anyway
im still procrastinating actually =Pp
waiting for my uni life to starts
to keep myself busy =)
anyway.. im kind of "working" with my dad lar
but i dont really do anything except following him here and there
and maybe help some clerk there lerh
i've been going out with the collegemates once in two weeks.. I THINK..
averagely lah =Pp
then.. went out with the cousins last sunday for "The Spy Next Door" which i edi watch with my collegemates before that
okay... nvm =Pp with cousins.. is alright
and FYI, i have not watch AVATAR YET! okay.. this is so outdated
i know.. people.. u guys sure will say something like
"its a good movie, u should go watch. or not u will be so lame and outdated"
okay.. FTW, I DONT CARE!
i dont have time for that yet! PLUS, my collegemates had watch it..
so bye bye.. maybe buy the cd and watch at home with the family
too bad la ok.. and.. now im acuali craving for chinese movie!
acted by malaysian's chinese djs..!! OMG.. I CANT WAIT!
daddy say gona watch this saturday but not sure larh.. aihh =(
im quite disappointed with things lately
everything and everyone around me! =(

2010-01-26T22:41:00.001+08:00

wo
hen
fan!

2010-01-19T13:04:00.001+08:00

stop it!
i dont want to hear from u anymore!
get away, away from me!

2010-01-17T11:59:00.001+08:00

BYE~!!

I'M NOT A PRINCESS, THIS AIN'T A FAIRYTALE =(

2010-01-08T15:01:00.001+08:00

GOSH~!!!

IVY CHEONG KAH YAN!

i really love you =)
thanks for the post! thanks for everything!
i will not let the distance drift us apart
as i will go ur condo everytime im free =Pp
or even study together xD
dun wry..
nomather what.. i will never forget abt u
IVY DARLING! SAYA CINTA KAMU!! <3
hehehehe

2010-01-01T11:23:00.000+08:00

Boy, i miss you

HAPPY 2010,PEOPLE~!!

2009-12-31T16:23:00.002+08:00

most of the people said 2009 was the most sad yr they had
many things happen around them
yeapp.. im not excluded from it too
but by then, i learn alot.. i drop and fall
and i stand up again..
i dun think my 2009 is that bad
cause i met alot great friends from college..
we share our happy & sad moments together..
really.. thanks a bunch..
u guys dont know how grateful im to meet u guys =)

2009-12-30T14:57:00.002+08:00

2009 is coming to an end
it was really a great year that i met so many awesome friends in college
i learn alot
i grew
thanks people for being awesome friends =)
i will always rmb the time we been together

2009-12-28T22:18:00.001+08:00

im still in taiwan =)
was pretty fun.. MINUS THE FOOD PART..
but the small snacks all.. not bad la..
anyway.. will talk abt it later on..
i think i love china more =)
cause i guess i expected taiwan to be a more better place than i think
so.. too bad

2009-12-23T09:06:00.001+08:00

i miss all of them! =(
but still, i will remember each and everyone of you <3

btw, i had lost the mood of blogging.
so, dont come here anymore.
you will only see the same thing on the same page
sorry. i wont close this page.
but i might not update every single day like i would last time.
anyway.. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

2009-12-19T22:43:00.003+08:00

i'll blog real soon..
about graduation night.
about the outings.
about things =.=

take me far away
from this cruel world

2009-12-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

i was so disappointed
you ignored. great. i know the answer then.

2009-12-11T01:34:00.000+08:00

i see u
and i didnt know how to react

2009-12-09T13:42:00.003+08:00

decided to blog..
what happen to the news on " GETTING A NEW PHONE? "
got delay and delay and delay..
im not sure im gona get myself what model of phone
im getting this week
without my parents =D but with my uncle..
ngekk xD
so... tadahh~!! results are coming out tomorrow..
i got a feeling dat i didnt do well..
scary larh + nervous =S
how am i gona survive? gosh =(
i dont know.. i dont wana fail either..
and.. graduation night is just next week~!! i miss them much
im gona meet them up again..
and and also meeting lecturers again =)
wonder how's ms.jennifer's baby now =Pp
anyway.. i decided to curl my hair... BUT BEFORE I RELI GO CURL
mum asked me to go do experiment 1st xD
go blow it curl 1st.. then if its nice.. oni do.. if not.. makan sendiri..
lols.. okay..
then.. im excited.. FOR TAIWAN TRIP ON CHRISTMAS =D
ivy said.. its weird cause.. me, her and eugene are going different time
eugene went from 8-13th dec.. which is during normal hols la
me.. im going during christmas
ivy..she is going during chinese new yr..
well.. nvm la.. atleast we are going to same country ma
then come back edi.. can chat abt it =Pp
but im going for 4 days nia..
u guys go for a week lerh..
ehehehehhe.. then.. i cant wait for family reunion =DDD
and might celebrate for grandma's bday on dat day too.. ^^
AND AND.. cant wait for china's friends to be here...
CANT WAIT FOR MALACCA TRIP TOO.. omg..
syok nyer.. so many trip.. =D
these few days.. mood back to normal
I'M OKAY! pooooooooffff~!
ohh.. and im working with my dad lately
its fun to work with him.. MINUS THE BAD MOOD PART AND ARGUE PART
other than that.. still okay =D
talked to bro in skype too..
he is coming back on 18th dec =D
and he will graduate next yr.. hope parents allow us to be there for graduation too
and and.. hope the college will be on hols too OR MAYBE NOT HAVING EXAM YET
hehehehe.. then i had higher chance to be in US
to attend bro's graduation =Pp
and he will still continue studying.. but not sure where will he go..
getting annoyed with younger bro lately..
gosh.. u can get heart attack ok =.=
oh.. and im going shopping with sis and cousin sisters this saturday
YIPEEEEEEEEEE~!!! <3
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trying to get rid of you
the harder i try, the harder i fall

2009-12-05T20:51:00.001+08:00

TO SOMEONE OUT THERE
AND U KNOW WHO U ARE
STOP DISTURBING MY LIFE OK
whats ur prob?
u think u very handsome? u think u very pretty?
SO?
u think i care?
no.. i dont
and so what if u are and im not?
BITCH AND BASTARD.
STAY AWAY FROM MY LIFE!

2009-12-04T10:45:00.002+08:00

I AM GETTING NEW PHONE~!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
excited~!
cant wait for it.. SUNDAY~!!!!
hehe.. get approval edi ma =D

2009-12-01T11:56:00.003+08:00

yesterday night around 10 something..
received a call from nelliy =D
my babe~!! she said she reached my housing area..
so she asked is it ok to have a drink together..
ahem.. why not? since last 3 months we didnt meet up already
everyone is busy with their own thing..
so.. she came and fetch me to mamak inside Kota Kemuning
so, me, nelliy, jack, michi, angeline and kelvin yumcha together
we talked abt our tuition time together
watching movie together and alot more..
nelliy is officially together with jack ASS ~!! lol =Pp
we were so damn freaking happy for them.. keep aww-ing all the time
heeeeeeee
then back to the main topic..
so i guess i know wats their motive to come find me yumcha
cause usually they never come here just to find me yumcha
well.. i appreciate u guys' concern lerh
i know he is coming back alredi
i know whats going to happen also =)
dun wry.. im fine here..
see.. i prove to u guys.... i've been smiling and laughing dat night rite?
SEEEEEEEEEE~!! muahahahha
anyway, it was nice catching up with u guys =D

nomather what happen
the support from u guys always brighten my day =)

2009-11-30T09:44:00.017+08:00

Genting Day 1 (Part 2 pics)
lols... going up to cable car
tedehhhh~ =)

the slow moooows xD

the other half in other cable car xD

poser xD

me and darling =D

the others were in cable 96 xD

Mr. Tan Yee Hau! =DD
cousin of Mr. Lee Er Kid =D

Yee Hau : u think u damn cool ah? xD

Erwin Lee =D

the dark side of First World Hotel =D

both of them watching Mr.Bean in the lobby
while waiting to get the room xD

on the way to Lobby =DD
till then for our part 3 =D

2009-11-26T08:28:00.000+08:00

the more i try to please people

the more hurt i can be

2009-11-24T10:35:00.025+08:00

im back to update SMALL part of the genting trip pic
its not in order larh..
the pics below are all from
KTM SUBANG JAYA TO KL SENTRAL TO GENTING SKYWAY! =DD

look at er kid =Pp
we had mcd for breakfast

wee ni sleeping in the bus =Pp

er kid!! xD

my ivy darling and her bf xD
LOL!

er kid again.. damn cute xD

see, take their pic also show middle finger..
small kid dont learn ahh xD

jessica xD

LOOK AT IVY!!!! hahhaha

chiew xuan

clearer view of xuan sleeping..
i bet if they see this.. they will be shock xD
MUAHAHAHHAHA
im evil~!!
all cause of the pro"ahem"camera girl which is"ahem" me! xD
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all waiting for ktm =D
belum ready lagi xD

better one =D

candid xD

take 1 =)

take 2 =DD

in the bus.. with hon weng, er kid and yee hau infront xD

take 2 =D

li fan, wee ni, chiew xuan and jessica =D

aku punya darling!! <3

reach genting skyway!! xD

on the way to cable car!
till then.. stay tune for next time update

2009-11-24T09:16:00.003+08:00

will update once im free =)
too many pictures..
gosh.. i miss them so much

2009-11-11T22:06:00.002+08:00

came back from genting!!
will update once im free =)
really had fun with u guys! =DD
anyway, rushing to airport now.. heading to China <3

2009-11-07T11:30:00.002+08:00

this gona be an emo post..
shut up! i like.. my blog.. my problem.. shaddap!
okay.. finals ended just like that
it was suppose to be a happy thing.. yeahh
but thinking abt leaving college.. leaving collegemates
im freaking emo lo!
know why? cause im so gona miss them =(
well, its oni 8 months.. and its too short
okay.. after finals.. hit to pyramid..
and get ourselves lunch in sushi king..
then head to Amp Square! sing k for the one last time
kinda sad larh.. but well.. we had great time, right?
then head to movie from 9.20pm til 11.20pm
we watch Poker King.. it was funny afterall..
kinda laugh out loud larh =D
and now.. i seriously miss them la.. T-T
i duno how my life can be without them
just hope we would keep in touch la, right?
kan ada facebook, ada msn?
BUT STILL!!!! aih.. ok ok.. stop xD
I ALSO CANT WAIT TO GO GENTING WITH THEM LA!!! =DDD

2009-11-05T18:37:00.002+08:00

YES, ONE MORE DAY TIL EXAM END!!
i hope for this day so much
yet i still dont like it.. why?
cause after this everyone will be going separate ways
we just know each other for 8 months..
and it ends just like this.. oh well.. knew it long ago
just hope we will keep in touch =)
and and.. WE WILL BE GOING GENTING ON THE 9TH, 10TH AND 11TH!!!!
cant wait for it =DDD
i cant wait for the graduation night too ^^
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cheeeeeeeeese!

credits to Annura! <3

2009-10-31T08:43:00.004+08:00

the last day of economic class
Econs A3 =))
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the last day of Account Class =D
Account B3 ^^

sudah ready tapi Ms.Sham kata x dpt tangkap..
so kita semua ketawa.. xD

the proper one =DD
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I'm so gona miss all of them =(

2009-10-28T08:59:00.001+08:00

Time passes, people change. Sometimes they change for the better, and sometimes they morph into these completely diverse people and you have no idea where the person you used to know so well went. In these cases you have two options: either fight to the bone to get back the person you used to know, and let disagreement widen the divide between you, or just accept the fact that the days you held so dear have gone forever and move on, keeping with you always the precious memories that will inevitably fade away.

2009-10-27T10:13:00.002+08:00

currently in college's library again =)
been busy lately with alot ofstudying =(
now only got time to sit down and update

finals around the corner
moral exam is on thursday [[hate this subject & lecturer]]
mum and dad went oversea
will be heading to Genting with college friends =DDD
will be going to China with family
will be going to Taiwan on christmas =DDD

this is all the plan after finals end =DD
cant wait for it lorh..=DDD

2009-10-26T04:44:00.002+08:00

its 4.44am now
im still awake!
i couldnt sleep! =(
im worry abt my finals.. and lots more

2009-10-24T16:18:00.000+08:00

i flunk my econs exam
GREAT! HOW GREAT!
currently cant wait to go see Lam Fung!!! my gosh =D
and yeahh.. STUDY LAHHHH!!!

2009-10-21T20:28:00.002+08:00

i couldnt accept it
im being a bitch lately
freaking sensitive towards things lately
i cant do anything to stop being like that
im just me
nothing can change the fact that shi man is like that
im sorry

2009-10-19T16:49:00.003+08:00

eating McD with family is the best =)
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nowdays.. im cracking my brain and stuff all the notes into my brain
and its not functioning now..
i wonder what happen =S
okay.. BS! im still trying to memorize the theory
fahk shyt! i wana die edi i tell u
im missing form 5 life where i dun have to REALLY GO STUDY
STILL CAN WATCH TV
aih.. just a blink of eye.. its gona be nov
which means.. im going to separate with collegemates edy =(
im so gona miss them la.. aihhhx..!

2009-10-16T19:17:00.001+08:00

i get pist off easily
i get upset easily
i get stress easily
i really need to be alone sometimes
to be away from everything
atleast, just for awhile
i need it desperately

2009-10-14T17:43:00.004+08:00

this post is only for my darling a.k.a Ivy Cheong Kah Yan!
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AHEM AHEM~!!
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IVY CHEONG KAH YAN A.K.A SHI MAN'S DARLING!

DUN WORRY LAH!

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE =DDDD

2009-10-12T12:33:00.001+08:00

finals on the way
exam, exam exam exam exam...
trials trials trials..
no time to blog..
when im feeling to, i will lah ok..
if not.. bye bye
HEH.. good luck yeah for the PMR-ians and SPM-ians =D
and also.. to the college students who are having finals =D
have fun ^^

2009-10-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

Once upon a broken heart
I was walking alone in the dark
Looking for a way to start again
What I wouldn't give for a friend
There was no love in my life
There was no light in my eyes
All the tears that I had cried and cried
Seemed like they'd never end

And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

Long ago and far away
I could never dream of the day
That your love would come my way and stay
And sweep me away and I

Never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

this is the way a fairytale feels
This is the way I know it's real
'Cause this is the way a broken heart heals

And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

2009-10-09T23:31:00.002+08:00

sometimes there is just a bastard/bitch who could disturb ur life when u are enjoying it
problems come and problems go
but i can tell u, its always coming
never stop finding you
people just get frustrated and stress about it
or they might start a bitch fight or have a director for a drama
and there goes drama queen and drama king
anyway, as for me NOW.. i will just accept everything u said
i will just do whatever i think is right
i would just say, forget about it.. and i will pretend as if nothing has happen
u said u were nothing and now u are something
wow, good! good!
i congrats u dat now U ARE FINALLY A SOMETHING
i bet everyone who knows you will congrats u
u changed.. u changed, my dear
u are totally different
even i couldnt recognize u at all
i think it will be a good thing.. right?
since u are something.. so u should change
then, i should say good luck in everything u are doing.. =)

2009-10-06T10:22:00.001+08:00

having presentation later
abit scary dowh..
my goodness.. i haf never been so nervous before..
i guess Ms. Angela gives a lot of pressure gua xD
muahahahah..
its gona be worst if she ask me question
i will not be able to answer her i tell u
i hope everything goes smoothly!
CHILL, SHI MAN , CHILL!
=Pp

2009-10-01T10:13:00.002+08:00

finally, i got break xD
not break.. break as in im finally in library without holding a book to study
muahahahha..
abit relax for this week la.. heeee..
and on my facebook..
blog abit =DDD
i love this kind of life u know..
NO STUDYING.. NO WORKING.. FREE
AND AROUND FRIENDS =DDD
HUHU~ but it will not happen all the time
only few times a months.. dats it..
QING, I MISS U!
oooohh.. ooohh.. i cant wait til this saturday!
heeee!! im cant wait to see them back
gosh, it must be a great day
SEE YOU GUYS IN MY HOUSE!!

2009-09-30T19:34:00.002+08:00

Moral Studies Charity Day!
so tiring..
been frying the nuggets since 8.30am- 2.30pm
got stop in the middle lah
seriously, is super tiring..
and I SPRAIN MY BACK!
freaking pain i tell u =(
yeahh.. it went smoothly lah.. eventho we did not sell finish everything
i guess i reli learn something from there
teamwork =)
abit disappointing also lah.. not gona go into details for that
anyway, people.. thanks alot for helping out =DD
love u guys.. =D

2009-09-28T20:08:00.002+08:00

not gona update for awhile
finally, i've decide..
finally.. i have end everything
move on? yeahh.. time to go back to the right path
Ivy a.k.a My darling and Eugene a.k.a My best friend, thanks alot
thanks a bunch for being there for me
lending me a hand and ears to listen to my complains..
and alot.. i owe u both alot.. freaking alot..
if not because of u two, i dont know what im now
thanks alot..
and dun wry, i will never forget u two =)
THANKS ALOT!

2009-09-24T07:53:00.003+08:00

hey people
how's holiday? great? okay? boring?
well, as for me..
its quite okay =Pp heeeeeeeee
went to ipoh and genting ^^
will blog about it soon
and.. its thursday today.. my goodness..
time flies damn fast weyh.. i wan longer holiday
which means.. darn it.. i have to start studying for my monday exam..!
ECONS~!! wth =(
i duno why i just couldnt memorize lah..!
geramnya aku!
gtg for breakfast with the family ^^
byeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!

2009-09-16T19:41:00.021+08:00

Finally, i've time to update my blog =DDD
i've done my research project.. FINALLY..~!!
and i'm having assignment test tmr.. which is killing me right now
but i still must have some time to spare .. chilling around
walking around the house..and disturb the siblings =D
yes, thats my job lahh xD
okay.. let me show the pics that we have take for long time ago
its taken on Sharity Day.. using Eugene's DSLR

best best friend aku, Joe Yee

the girls~!

look at Lynn.. she is sleeping.. not studying..
not a good example to learn
ESPECIALLY ME.. SMILING FOR THE CAMERA xD

we WERE REALLY studying xD lols

the couple : Best friend and Ivy =DD

playing cards =DDD no class mahh

my english classmates =D

Chen Yi Ren ahh~! xD

there are ppl studying.. ppl pak toh-ing and ppl playing cards..
not bad right? xD

really studying ohh xD

Eugene : *What you want?'s reaction*
just kidding xD

CHARLENE~!

Li Fan, May Sun, Felicia, Pui Li, Liyana

the pic i like the most =Pp weeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!
thats all for now =D
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!

2009-09-16T19:30:00.004+08:00

finally, im here to update my blog PROPERLY WITH SOME PICTURES..
but not really update la =D
just to fill in the empty-ness of my blog =Pp
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the day, qing is going off =(
yeahh.. i cried T-T
i wish she was still here in Malaysia

the group picture =)
and of course.. a few pics of my BEST MOMENT

love all of them <3

all time favourite people =)

2009-09-12T17:35:00.002+08:00

i would love to make a shout out to my best friend,
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Happy 18th Birthday, Eugene Yeo!
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you are finally legal now =DDD
weeeeeeeee~!!
anyway.. we can enter movie rated 18 above edi
without panic/scare kena catch and all xD
hahahahah
may all ur dreams come true =D
may all ur wishes come true =D
all the best in life..
BE HAPPY AND DUN EMO!
you know ur best friend will be here for u when u need someone talk to =D
heeeeeeeeeeeeeee
finally, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-09-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

everyone,
please vote for my niece, soo lee
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http://www.i-choice.com.my/highlight/ichoicestyle_search/viewwanted.php?id=51&vote=true

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click on the link above and click vote for her
for every hour =D
thanks!

2009-09-08T18:47:00.002+08:00

shout out for my dearest babe,
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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, ANN NEE!
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though i couldnt celebrate it with you
but i wish you, happy birthday
may all ur wish come true
all the best =D
u know i will be there for you if u need someone to talk to
msg me anytime =D
and we have to jia you together for studies !
I LOVE YOU, NEE!
and u know i mean it =D

2009-09-07T17:35:00.002+08:00

i felt terribly disappointed
no, dont talk to me
i dont ever want to hear ur voice again!
thanks for faking it
thanks for making me believe in it
THANKS.. but no more
just please dispose urself in my life
i never want to see u in my life nemore..
please just leave me alone with my own life

2009-09-05T17:38:00.002+08:00

to a lifeless fella [[u fucking know urself]],

there is a lot of things to do in this world
why did u choose to be a kepoh?
and anyway, it is none of ur fucking business
SHE IS NOT THE GIRL THAT U THINK U CAN SIMPLY SCOLD NOW
she is not a small girl, alright
u said she is troublesome? WHAT ABOUT U?
being a faker! being nice infront people and being bitch behind them?
wow.. so nice of u huh?
everyone dislike u.. u know that
BUT u still want to be with them
and try to follow their style.. copy their style?
oh gosh, get a life!
SHE, HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU
SO, DONT YOU DARE DISTURB HER
AND DONT DESTROY PEOPLE'S FRIENDSHIP
look at urself in the mirror.. think properly!
what is the use of being the kepoh in people's friendship?
what is ur benefit when u destroy people's friendship? oh i 4got
of course.. u will get all the trust la, another extra fren la..
but in the end, we will see who gets the pay
come on, i've been enough patience with u..
u dun simply go bitch about other ppl..
stop doing childish thingy.. YOU ARE AN ADULT ALREADY..
pls be mature at right time!
dun act innocent edi! enough.. since high school u are doing this
arent u tired? u are elder than me!
u shud know it better

2009-09-04T17:04:00.002+08:00

im finally free from stress FOR A FEW DAYS WHICH IS SATURDAY, SUNDAY AND MONDAY!
then another exam and assignment coming =(
last 2 weeks were pretty stressing
abit moody due to pressure and some stuff..
so.. im gona enjoy this 3 days kao kao before stress come again

2009-09-01T18:18:00.002+08:00

purposely to blog
just to wish someone!
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Happy 18th Birthday, Li Fan! <3
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my all time love =)
thanks for lending me ur shoulder to cry on =Pp
and i really do appreciate our friendship
dun hide things from me
tell me and call me when u need me =)
i will always be there for u ^^
eventho i love to bomb u, but in my heart.. i still love you ^^
hope u love the suprise we gave u =D
and i really felt bad for not wishing u..
just to pretend we forget and suprise u =D
anyway.. hope u enjoy ur day ^^

2009-08-27T09:57:00.002+08:00

life is in a mess lately..
do i deserve all these shits?
im really tired
exam week is here
busy with studies and all those freaking assignments
its never an easy job being a human..
gosh.. in library now..
better back to studying..

2009-08-26T09:19:00.000+08:00

i dont blog while im at home
so guess where am i
good student like me always appear in library =)
ngek ngek!
life has been pretty busy lately
"BUSY LA"
=D
so.. bye!

2009-08-13T10:12:00.002+08:00

currently in the library again =DD
heeeeeeeeee...
im done with the english presentation.. =)
i was damn nervous and er kid was damn funny lahh
when it is my turn and finally reach conclusion..
i said, "FINALLY, WE REACH CONCLUSION"
cause i was damn nervous and thank goodness .. it has come to ending =D
hua hua hua
Ms Angela said our class did well and the first class to finish presenting 3 questions in a day
BANGGA MAN~!! =D
cause before this.. we had group discussion and we did quite badly
which disappoint her .. thats why we had to do well in presentation
well.. i did my job quite badly...
sorry, er kid.. heh..
and btw.. Joshua is officially one of the MUFY member xD
he quit his studies in Kampar and joined MUFY in Sunway..
and he is from August intake =.= MAKE SURE U MAKE FRENS WITH GOOD LOOKING GUYS
or else.. I CINCANG U!! =Pp
anyway..thats all for today.. =)
BYE~!!

2009-08-11T10:17:00.002+08:00

im in the library again =DDD
hardworking right? *perasan wtf*
lol.. okay.. bullshitting
im actually doing research for my presentation la =.=
shyt.. i dont know what to do..
dont know what to write..
i hate the feeling of dont know what to do yet i want to finish it
HOW???? $%#%^@$!@#!@^%&%^&*
these days..
i feel like screaming shouting and scolding people.. yes, i dont know why =/
okay.. signing off..
will update again once im free =)

2009-08-08T15:25:00.003+08:00

060809!
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strikes 12am.. i was smiling cause i receive birthday wishes from the friends =D
i was so damn freaking happy
then receive a call from Nelliy =DDDDDD
they called me as they were outside shouting for me
i was so damn paiseh cause neighbours were all sleeping
i went down without changing xD
HAHAHAH~! and they bought me a small cake with a small candle =D
i was so damn touched.. but too bad i couldnt blow it..
i could only make one wish.. and they blow the candle for me =)
awwwww~! so.. yeahh..they make me finish the cake and they went back
after chatting for a while also la =D
then.. continue with reply to awesome ppl who wished me =D
slept at 2am =DDD
woke up by 6.00am and receive somemore msg from the people
went to college.. with a smiling face =D
as usual.. will be there by 8am.. and go up to class by 8.15am.. and yeahh
Naveen wished me.. didnt expect him to know xD
then.. Fun Maths class starts at 8.30am
as teacher came in.. THE BEST FRIEND SAID SOMETHING TO TEACHER
and make the whole class sing "Birthday song" to me..
i was super speechless.. and just continue smiling nie xD
my tears almost roll down my cheek.. but i control xD
Amelia was so sweet to gave me a paper box made by her
AND IT IS PINK! THANKS. AMELIA!
then.. was having break.. after the class.. went to library with Er Kid, Hon Weng, Jessica, Wee Ni and Chiew Xuan
bumped into Edmond and his gang there
we facebook-ing and exchange comments xD
lols.. Edmond and Lee Chen were leaving me a birthday wish through comment..
AWW~ THANKS ALOT =DDD
then.. went to Account class after the break..
Ms. Sham was late.. and before that.. I went out and walk around..
and my best friend.. standing outside there..
somehow.. he looks emo.. so i went and asked him
he said.. he was waiting for his friend, Max.. =.=
so.. i didnt disturb him and left him waiting alone for max xD
then Ms. Sham came in.. we were discussing our account homework
and suddenly Ms. Sham said "we should sing a birthday song for Shi Man"
MY GAWD~!! i was shocked and thats when i know
when he said he was waiting for "MAX" means he was waiting for teacher outside there
for so damn long..
so.. i tear-ed xD abit la..
and Ms. Sham wanted me to give speech..
i wanted to.. but i scared i cried.. and i dont want to embarrased myself infront classmates
by crying la.. adui xD
so.. maybe i will put my speech here :-
I thank the God who bless me with a bunch of great friends
if it wasnt them.. I wouldnt know the meaning of friendship
I lost someone special in my life this year..
and I thanks them for being there for me
to lend me a shoulder.. to share the happiness and sadness together
I thanks for everything you guys had did for me the other day
the suprise, the gift, the birthday song, and everything u all did so much for me
I dont know what can I do to repay all these..
but I know.. I will never ever forget the memorable day
It will be kept in my heart forever until I die..
maybe we would be separated after this year
but I never regret to get to know awesome people like u all
and lastly, u all know.. I will never forget you all and I love u guys like how I love my family =)
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING..
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yeahh.. dats actually what i want to say on that day lahh xD
and thanks Ms. Sham for the song =D
after Account class.. we went for lunch in Orange shop..
these girls.. (Joe Yee, Li Fan, Lynn and the others) were preparing
a birthday lunch for me xD LOL
i will post up the pic soon xD..
and they put a straw there as if it is a candle on the SPECIAL food they created xD
lols.. so after lunch.. we went for English class..
and this Eugene again.. he has to wait outside until teacher come in and said
"Yes, Eugene.. did u do ur honour?"
i thought it was something else.. but NO
"Today is Shi Man's Birthday, lets sing her a birthday song" EUGENE SAID!
lols.. i was like.. NOHHHH~!!!
but.. yeahh.. the class did sing it for me..
Best friend, I damn touched la.. aiyoo~!!
and we continue our study.. =D
when it is time for Econs class.. he wanted to do the same thing too
but thank God i've stopped him.. cause i know
if he did that.. teacher will ask me to answer OR explain some term
for the Econs subject thingy.. so.. yeahh
THANK GOODNESS FOR THAT~!!
so.. later on.. we went for Moral studies..
it was nothing but a boring period
but i enjoyed myself by laughing there la..
it was so dumb la.. seriously xD
and after moral class.. we went for dinner..
i dont know the venue.. and Hon Weng said he gona direct me..
as it is a suprise.. xD
so.. then.. waited infront of Sun U Residence for like almost 30 mins
WHY? to wait for Tzuoo and Gan la xD
then they had to follow my car..
and this 2 smart fella.. cut me for no reason
and they claim that i drive damn slow..
OMG~!! u dont know how fast i can go okay =.=
so.. then.. reached the place.. and it is Yuen's Steamboat that they had been talking about
was having ice cream before we start eating xD lol
suddenly Hon Weng appear with my 2 special guests..
which is Shu Qing and Yi Zhong.. i guessed correctly edi lo.. =D
THANKS, ZHONG AND QING FOR COMING~!!
had alot of fun there..
i was quite at 1st cause.. i was so touched.. i looked around..
and i tell myself something.. *i wont reveal here la*
and i smiled.. really.. i thank God for all these =D
then.. i continue eating with them xD
i was talking to Zhong and then Eugene asked for my car keys
which i didnt thought of why he wants my car keys.. lol..
so..i continue talking to Zhong.. xD
then.. after awhile.. some of them leave early.. and after few mins..
Eugene, the treasurer with Ivy were collecting money..
i wanted to pay too and all of them trying to ignore me =.=
and this Qing.. keep my wallet in her bag..
i really feel bad lo..
u guys done so much for me and now.. paying for me.. =(
i feel damn bad..really.. until now..
then.. they said.. they dont know how to go back to Sunway College..
so i said.. i know and im gona direct them back..
and they say "before we go..we gona follow u to the car"
and yeahh.. i asked why.. they gave me the lame excuse..
"we want u to go back to ur car safely" BIG =.= right?
hahaha.. then they covered my eyes..
when reached my car.. the car boot was opened..
and I screamed xD ahhahaha..
it was a big box.. and they started to sing me a birthday song
I WAS CRYING.. lol.. damn touched ma..
i went and hug the girls xD
and Tzuoo =/ why tzuoo? I DONT KNOW.. hahahhaa
then.. i opened the box..
it was a big red dog, Patrick =DD
and i asked them.. what should i name it? Red Red?
cause.. Ivy's Bai Bai and Jess name ours Browney..
So..should I name it Red Red? xD I stay it with Patrick .. lol
then we took few pics too xD
and I threaten Eugene with the word "Best Friend" so that he take a pic with me xD
lols.. and he said.. NOOO~ MY HAIR!! lol
so everyone back into the car and direct them back to Sunway =)
I keep on telling Hon Weng how touched i am..
reached Sun U Residence..
the drivers [[me, Tzuoo and Eugene]] was honking and flashing the light xD
lols.. then fetched Hon Weng back.. and i went back home
told mum about it.. mum was happy for me =DD
so.. went on9.. and spend the last 2 hours with the msn people =D
it was really meaningful la.. really
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SUMMARY
- It was a blast
- Really touched for what u guys had did for me
- The best day i've ever had in my life
- The reason for me to smile and laugh the whole day =DD
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IVY, EUGENE.. THANKS FOR PLANNING SUCH AWESOME SUPRISE DINNER AND GIFT
I KNOW U BOTH HAD PLANNED IT SO HARD.. THANKS ALOT
OTHER THAN THANKS.. I DONT KNOW WHAT I CAN SAY SUMORE =DDD
TO JESSICA, WEE NI, CHIEW XUAN, HON WENG, YEE HAU, ER KID, RIUMAN, CHARLENE, GAN, SYN TIEA, TZUOO, QING, ZHONG, LI FAN, LYNN, JOE YEE.. THANKS FOR THE WISH, THE GIFT AND EVERYTHING~!! I LOVE YOU GUYS LA.. SERIOUSLY =DD

2009-08-06T22:36:00.008+08:00

firstly, i would like to say thanks to all the people who wish me today ^^
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SMS-ES :-
Er Kid (10.57pm on 5th Aug) cause he was sick
Yi Zhong (11.56pm)
Wee Ni (11.58pm)
Lynn (11.58pm)
Eugene (12am sharp) best friend, thanks for staying up late just to wish me xD
Ivy (12.01am) my darling =DD
Nelliy (12.01am)
Kelvin (12.01am)
Wei Yiing a.k.a niece (12.01am)
Jessica Chin (12.01am)
Yee Jie (12.02am)
Michi (12.02am)
Wen Yi a.k.a my cousin (12.02am)
Li Fan (12.05am)
Kayme (12.12am)
Tzuoo (12.16am)
Chin Han (12.59am)
Shu Qing (2.29am) it doesnt matter whether it is late or not.. =D
Ann Nee (6.07am) nee.. thanks alot ^^
Arief (7.47am) im touched =D
Risha (10.00am)
Michelle (2.50pm) I LOVE YOU LA, WEYH!!
Chung Ee (10.38pm)
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FACEBOOK :-
Shammi a.k.a My niece
Angie Ng a.k.a my cousin
Jessica Chin
Ahmad Riuman
Issaz Chan a.k.a My cousin
Chia Ling
Shu Qing
Yik Cheong
Melanie Foo a.k.a niece =D
Yuet Yin
Michelle Gan
Lee Chen
Hon Weng
Wee Ni
Chee Hong
Jeremy Loo
Chandni
Jennifer Tan
Kwok Hoe
Adrian Samuel
Lee Ping
Lily Foh a.k.a niece =DD
Airin Ng
Benjamin Ang
Shermaine Yen
Christine Yee Kar Wyai
Saw Kean Weng
Charlene Tan Wei Ai
Ngooi Shuen Bond
Joanne Hew
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Blog
KAUTHEMY!!
JESSICA CHIN!!
Wee Ni!!
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College :-
ALL THE COLLEGEMATES!
ALL THE CLASSMATES!
ALL THE LECTURERS THAT TEACH ME IN SEM2
AND ALSO THANKS, XIAN JIN AND KAYKAY FOR WISHING ME!
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i shall blog about my blast one tomorrow when i have time =D
I LOVE THEM.. I LOVE MY COLLEGE MATES
I LOVE QING AND ZHONG
THANKS FOR COMING =DDD
I LOVE THE GIFTS!
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God bless me with a bunch of good friends and best fren =)
i'm thankful =)

2009-08-06T10:01:00.001+08:00

ITS MY DAY!
lol~!
thanks for the wishes, people! will promise to update once im free =D
AWESOME~!
i just love 060809!